oh father, mother, i'm sorry for what I'VE DONE
still slobbering on MY THUMBS
knees tremble, i'm SO SCARED
oh brother, sister, it's time to WAVE FAREWELL
lace up the beat-up SHOES
i dashed out for THE WILD
YEAAH!!
--
everything that i PRESENT
is more than i can CREATE
anything that seems so RIGHT
could be just a nail in THE SHAFT
i silently asked MYSELF
"could you love without LOOKING BACK?"
scissors IN MY HAND
colors IN YOUR FACE
let me take it ALL APART!!
longing for REASON
for the WISDOM
astonish me, sing it at your WILL
nothing but PERCEPTION
INTELLECTION
why not? I DON'T KNOW!!
distress of TOMORROW
INTERVENTION
stand up and ROCK IT to the WORLD
ashes that FALL
infect my WOUNDS
let it all START AGAIN!!
--
so long, ALL MY FRIENDS
professor MISTER YVES
my heart is beating FAST
drools down the neck CONFUSED
tell me mister right what you have SEEN SO FAR
quietly he answered, "life is just a BITCH"
tell me mister nice what you have FELT SO FAR
grabbed my neck he shouted, "lifeless as a FUCK"
it's just not ENOUGH
to hold me off the CURIOUS
take a KNIFE IN HAND
stab my HEART AGAIN
until nothing to EXCRUCIATE
longing for REASON
for the WISDOM
astonish me, sing it at your WILL
nothing but PERCEPTION
INTELLECTION
why not? I DON'T KNOW!!
distress of TOMORROW
INTERVENTION
stand up and ROCK IT to the WORLD
ashes that FALL
infect my WOUNDS
let it all ESCAPE AWAY
--
there's nothing to CRY FOR, nothing to CRY FOR
what i got is a BARRICADE
scenarios CONTROLLED
emotions OUTFLOWED
now my lips SO COLD
so back in the SHADOW, follow the ARROWS
you will find me in a CAGE
i've got NO HOME
all by MYSELF
nowhere TO BELONG
YEAAAHH!!
ALIVE, YOU SAY?
AAA, SHUT UP!!
all i have is a CREATURE to BLAME
integrity I PRAY
cheat on the MISTAKES
with my words WELL SAID
i can't EXPLAIN
i MASTERBATE
i'm just a DOLL without a BRAIN
he's TORN AWAY what's left to RESTRAIN
TOKYO TEDDY BEAR
--
in fallen NIGHT AND DAYS
a corpse of mine will EXPLAIN
as long as you could SMILE
i'm not the toy you would LOVE