So withdrawn and feeling numb.
Watching life come all undone.
Growng fear, a human grace.
A drowning mind in a dark embrace.

I am down on my knees
praying beyond belief.
The silence deafens my ears
and welds the shackels
onto my fears.

My life a disarray.
And I fade away.
Lost all faith.
Lost all trust.
A sordid mesh turning to dust.
I am lost.
I am so numb.