[Verse 1]
Wondering where to begin
Loneliness rises again
All I knew isn't right for me now
Oh, I've nowhere to turn

[Chorus 1]
Heaven isn't holding my hand
Hoping I can make it to the end
I wasn't looking for a phantom or a friend
Tryna find an answer in the wind
I keep feeling like I'm rushing to the end
Looking for a good place to begin
But will I ever know I'll never know

[Verse 2]
All I want is enough to believe
But they said there was no guarantee
All I knew is you're here for me now
I look up at the stars

[Chorus 2]
But heaven isn't holding my hand
Hoping I can make it to the end
Feeling like I'm living in my head
I wasn't looking for a phantom or a friend
I keep feeling like I'm rushing to the end
Tryna find a good place to begin
I keep hoping for an answer in the wind
I wasn't looking for a phantom or a friend
But will I ever know I'll never know
Tryna find a good place to begin
But will I ever know I'll never know